my best.

MY

THANKYOU

WILL NEVER

BE

ENEOUGH.

BUT

MY

THANKYOU

IS ALL

I WILL

EVER

HAVE.

The Knowledge Of The Holy

i read A.W. Tozer's book titled "knowledge of the holy" at the end of last year.

it was amazing!!!

it will challenge your perspective on God,

& describes better than ive ever understood, who & how about God.

definetly worth reading & the opening statement is why:

"What comes into our minds when we think about God is the most important thing about us."

forgetting time.

The men that will change the colleges

and seminaries here represented,

are the men that will spend the most time alone with God.

It takes time for the fires to burn.

It takes time for God to draw near

and for us to know that He is there.

It takes time to assimilate His truth.

You ask me, How much time?

I do not know.

I know it means time enough

to forget time.

John Mott

summer mixtape.

summer always seems to have a few standout beats that mark it each year...

right now this is whats going bang-bang for me!

:: hazelton - justin vernon

:: a community service announcement - jonathon boulet

:: heartbreaker - metronomy

:: kiss of life - friendly fires

:: paris - friendly fires (aeroplane remix)

:: heads will roll - yeah yeah yeahs (a-trak remix)

:: jeffer - boys noize

hypem.com : streaming new stuff all the time.

autumn where are you?

a Day one.

were all waiting....

a brief genius.

inspiration can be so fleeting....

Here. & overwhelming in a moment.

but Gone. & a distant thought the next.

Time is always the great revealer of all that is true.

What wasnt emotion, intentions or fantasy,

remains & proves what has actually taken place.

Be that as it may,

I want Both.

I NEED Both!

PAS(H)-sion, & truth.

FeelIN.gs, & longevity.

Dreams (i=?), & reality.

To be immersed in those amazing, compelling

moments of encouragement

//

But also, disciplined and committed

to the pains & uncomfortable

seasons of preperation.

A man who masters a consistency in both,

can change the world...

if, to do so pleases.

reminder...

"Gods 

eternal 

Kingdom 

is 

in 

the 

frailty 

of 

our 

hands"

beginnings.

The revolution began in me tonight.

and im hesitant to say anymore until i have action that backs such a statement. 

but these next lines are where i am at... & where i am headed. 

And as i have begun, 

i hope my speaking has awoken what's within//

Is my living a worthy response?

I fear that it's not. 

My heart aches in saying so, 

but in doing may I awaken.

I am too caught up, 

too taken by an inner want to be the focus of everyone elses attention. 

If my heart were revealed in moments of 

ministry, leadership and life 

an ugly pride would shine. 

"I am not the master builder; I am a worker."

Lord help me accept, and find joy in this reality. This truth. This love.

It is only by your grace that I stand, 

but how quickly I forget your voice & remember my own.

This grace is the thread in which eternity is strung. 

Let not my mind, & even more so my heart, 

be lost in a world so self consumed.

I am here but for one reason. 

To know him & make him known. 

That is what it all comes down to... 

& the first, the self I've got. 

I know him & I've taken care of me. Typical! 

But where's my doing, saying, living so that the lord our saviour is spread, understood & embraced. 

What is my life if not this?

Too respond.

Help me lord, 

Have more than words to say

& more than intentions at hand.

Each day has never been before. 

It brings new light, 

new breathe, 

new sight, 

new conversation,

& new moments

for me to be found in humility & obediance. 

Let the wonder of your love flow from us to them: 

my family, my friends, & my world.

There is no method or technique that will bring me a "Succesful Christian life", 

rather only a choice 

to be loved and to love with all that I am.

With all that I am is my deception every time. 

I assume that because I do as those around me have done that I've achieved. 

Let my measure not be the preacher, the missionary or my brother. 

Only one is the true measure of my love. 

Jesus Christ... 

And a life of genuine, authentic 

love is found in & through him alone. 

As I start to look at him, i begin to find im looking at this world as I should.

Let each day begin and end with love: my worthy response!